Embracing grief
T hey said that there are 5 stages of grief. And after I contemplated, thinking a lot about what happened recently.. I came to a conclusion that maybe now I'm in the last stage: acceptance. Is it too quick for me to make a conclusion already? Yes , I denied the fact that it happened. Yes, I was angry about it. Yes, I was thinking about ways to fix it. Yes, it did shattered my heart. Not to mention the memories that would showed up out of nowhere when I'm just doing my life quietly. Yes, I questioned everything. But the more I think about it, what happened between us is maybe the best. I don't want to give any burden to anyone. I don't want to make you do things in a rush, prematurely, when you're not ready. And maybe you have your own considerations, too (even though I have no idea what these are). And I try to respect you for that. I asked Him. A lot. Maybe every single day, everytime I had the chance to. I don't know, but recently I feel like I got the an...