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  Humans are so cute. What do you mean they secretly planned to make others feel loved by bringing pretty little cakes out of nowhere, putting candles on it and singing their heart out? Then they took pictures, made small celebrations, and gave kind wishes. Thanks for welcoming the 25, 22, and 21!

  " Hi," " Hey," " I just read some of your writings and find it quite personal," " Well, here's a thing: I don't always remember every piece that I've written." "I guess so, because you still keep them publicly," " Is that a bad thing?" ( Shrug) "I didn't say that. I just said that your writings are out there." " Did I over share?" " Maybe, but who cares?" " Me, I care! " " But you don't seem to care," " What do you mean by that?" " I just feel like you purposely did that so that others will notice it," " Huh? " " So that another human being is aware of your existence." " I don't know.. Sometimes I do things without thinking so much about it," " But you do think a lot, don't you? " " Yes I do. And it kind of makes me dizzy, for a lot of times. I'm sorry, I often fi...

  Aku ingin berhenti menggantungkan diri pada orang lain Aku ingin mengenyahkan pikiran untuk lekas menikah semata-mata untuk merasa lebih baik, mempunyai manusia lain untuk bersandar, mempunyai manusia lain untuk menjadi tempat pulang Aku ingin menyingkirkan perasaan terabaikan dan sakit hati kecil hanya karena teman-temanku sibuk menyelenggarakan hidup mereka masing-masing dan aku mungkin tidak selalu ada di dalamnya Aku ingin aku baik baik saja dan tidak mempunyai kebutuhan berlebih untuk sekadar mengobrol atau berinteraksi dengan manusia yang lain. Sayangnya, Tuhan terlanjur menciptakan diriku yang demikian Tapi bisakah aku mengubahnya yang seperti itu? Betulan tak menggantungkan diri atas orang lain. Jika memang benar bisa lakukan, apakah rasanya akan semakin dingin? Lantas tidak terjangkau oleh siapapun dan menjadi manusia yang bisa berdiri sendiri? Manusia, dalam dirinya penuh dengan kontradiksi . Biarlah dia terus mencari, mencari dan mencari. Biarlah dia letih dan...